'Take my hand and lead me to where you are..Baby you know i'll follow, just show me the way to your heart.'Sarah Evans, Country music

You wouldnt think anything like this would make me want to cry, but I love these songs. Sarah Evans unlike a lot of main stream is still herself and sings about her heart, the good and the bad.

I spoke to some people about Ryan, Jazz seems to think I should go up to QLD to see him. How many times have I imagined this?Too many to count. But I dont think its something possible.

I know Ili this is an annoying topic for you. I od you over hte last few years. (heavens its been forever hasnt it?) But I do like him. I like Alan too and I'm happy to report he is a snake freak nut case.. from WA and living in Windsor.. and then on top of that his family lives in QLD.. Now are we seeing a tropicana theme happening? Maybe i just like the weirdness in QLDer's.

At present i am writing well meant to be writing an assignment. Unfortuently I am waiting for over sleep to occur too. IT should be soon. I want it to be. There are about 4 other men in the room with me and I don't want to fall asleep in here by myself.

I really love country music. Sarah Evens is the best. She Daisy is great too.
Love you Heaps

Subways are great!

'What i wouldnt give for only one ngiht with a little relief inside'

'Every Little one' ^_^

Anyway to Ryan - I keep thinking totally negitive things. Which is silly because I am not a negitive person.. Although cynism si a trade mark of mine as well as Bitter and Twisted (coffee).

Ryan got into the ARMY.. Good luck to him- he is doing something not a lot of us could do..
I wonder who i will tell all my problems to now? I certainly never want to hold him back don't get me wrong.. I am totally cheering for him to be shot at, learning to snap to attention and to spend hours standing "at-ease" which isnt too easy. Also he'll have to learn not to speak too much, have too big an ego to fit into his boots, and think socks are an attactive feature when left alone for too long... *giggles* you know i am really looking forward to seeing how he goes in the army. He really wanted to get in and thats awesome.. but as i said before - its for some not everyone. And it isnt bad. These people go out and die heroically for our more selish (and possibly sensible) populace..

Ok back to me and ryan. Well he thought i was in love with him. I said no, i liked him for who he was. Its not like you can 'love' someone when you bearly see them.. in my case if your lucky to see them.. so 3 and a half more weeks.. But its not that more so its the propisition that i am in love with someone because i think about them consitantly. I would be in troble. My main loves are then the girls, music, sex, some more music and sex and somewhere down the lane men... Love is in there.. Just at the very end so i can enjoy myself and answer some more interesting questions about sex before I get to the answer about love. Evguenia will enjoy this & understand this far more than most of you, because it relates to a woody allen quote (correct me if I get this wrong) ' Love is the answer, but while your waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty interesting questions' and it does. 'Is that physically possible?' is one i am continuously confronted with.

Ryan and i have been talking less of late- too my disappointment. But my relief as well. I know he is fine so i dont have to worry there. (my arse has fallen asleep btw)It also means I can get over him in a sense. I do miss him- i am attracted to his personality. Also he makes more sense then most people (looks at current New Orlands as an example)

I should make this clear here now too- i am not a misanthrope to my knowledge... I hate people that piss me off. if that just so happens and since thats the case that the majority of the population I've met, heard about and read on, does fall into this catagory I cant help it. There are just soo many idiots out there.. direction at Americans and suicide bombers is justa small example. Fishermen who kill sharks, torture animals or people who just talk shit bug the crap outta me.. Who really gives a fark about what happened on ramsey (? ) street last night?Next door's fights were more interesting and relevant i am sure.

Hmm its only 0140 and i am left all alone to complete my work.. In a matter of an hour and a half, the computer will shut down for two hours. Will I be done?That is the question.. I wish i had some due south as well here.. I love that cd. I should probably copy it before I destroy the original from over-use.

Its the 7th today. Hello everyone and welcome to another freezing night and another wonderful night life of a uni student.


'Dancing with Angels'

Another Artist to keep your ears open to is Sarah McLachlan. Her song Black v White is proabbly the most played song from me at the moment.